how does it feel, watching me
do all the things i once
swore i would do with you?
3AM Thoughts // AKA “I See You.”
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SOL: Delirium
stumbling home full of
rum and ears still
humming the music they played until
early morning, trying to
tease the sun out of hiding
long enough for you to slip
your tongue between my laughing teeth
dragging the last bit of the
night sky over my tired eyes
3AM Thoughts // AKA “Moments Better Left Forgotten.”
SOL: Doomed
Offering up flesh like
Unholy sacrifice, baiting sinners to sink their
Teeth into something richer in the hope it
Leads them into damnation
I can’t help toeing the lines of decency
No one is as good as you think they are
No lips are as soft as you expect when you
Plummet head first into them like a trainwreck
3AM Thoughts // AKA “You Lost Me When You Slipped Into Consciousness.”
SOL: Comfort
I miss the way you
smell, your hair, the way your chest
held my heavy head.
3AM Thoughts // AKA “Haiku 133.”
SOL: Convincing
Nostalgia has
tricked you into thinking that
you were good for me.
3AM Thoughts // AKA “Haiku 132.”
SOL: Boomerang
it was you, standing
at the edge of the world and
begging me to jump
3AM Thoughts // AKA “Haiku 131.”
SOL: Stubborn
My love for you lives
on, no matter how I try
to suffocate it.
3AM Thoughts // AKA “Haiku 130.”
SOL: Restraint
your name is the one
word I refuse to let slip
past my lips again.
3AM Thoughts // AKA “Haiku 128.“
SOL: Tense
It gets so heavy,
sometimes I forget to breathe
and let it all go.
3AM Thoughts // AKA “Haiku 127.”
SOL: Coping
I could be everything you want if you’d let me but
I bet I would be gone before you got to see it through
Somewhere along the way in one of the many cities
I’ve been to, I left my heart at a bus station, waiting
On the bench for salvation that will never come.
3AM Thoughts // AKA “At One Point I Got It, Then Promptly Lost It.”
