You pour me into
The cab as you remind me
That you love her now.
3AM Thoughts // AKA “Haiku 120.”
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loss
SOL: Denial
Never able to
Accept when a good thing has
Moved upwards and on.
3AM Thoughts // AKA “Haiku 89.”
SOL: Invasive
You thrust your filthy
Fingers into every
Aspect of my life.
3AM Thoughts // AKA “Haiku 86.”
SOL: Reminiscence
i’m in love with all
my heartbreaks because of the
words they inspired
3AM Thoughts // AKA “Haiku 84.”
MIND: Unearthed
I took off petal after petal, as if you were a rose, in order to see your soul, and I didn’t see it.
// Juan Ramón Jiménez
MIND: Bargaining
Truly amazing, what people can get used to, as long as there are a few compensations.
The Handmaid’s Tale // Margaret Atwood
SOL: Tendresse
the more time passes
the more i hope it is kind
and tender to us.
3AM Thoughts // AKA “Haiku 79.”
SOL: December
25.12.2013.
last night i loved you.
the house was empty and i invited you over on
fucking christmas eve
because my family was out of town and i wanted to see you.
your face and your cologne and your inept hands still
remind me of being eighteen and in love in the
back of your mom’s jeep as the radio
serenades us with wonderwall and it is all so simple.
i told you i loved you and you waited until i was naked to tell me
you have never really loved me and it was all a mistake.
5 years of longing down the drain.
you’re a fucking liar and you love to fuck me, fuck fuck fuck fuck me
fuck me over, i hate you.
i threw you out of the house and sobbed until
my chest collapsed into itself, until there were no more tears and only
a dank pit of anger and resentment.
you don’t deserve for me to turn this into
poetry.
3AM Thoughts // AKA “It took another five years for us to extricate ourselves from each other’s lives.”
SOL: Clingy
There are some places
In the world where I swear I
Can still feel you there.
3AM Thoughts // AKA “Haiku 68.”
SOL: Forfeit
Going back to my
Roots only reminds me of
How much I have lost.
3AM Thoughts // AKA “Haiku 67.”
